Almost. Not quite.

I could have been happy y'know.
could have felt something real.

But, not anymore.
I wish i was used to it. I'm not obviously.
I really do love you.
With everything inside of me.
You make me smile.
I miss that dearly.

Always have.
And now, always will.

Everything sucks. I wanna be happy.
You made me so happy. You don;t even care.

No one even cares. I just need someone to
care and love me and no one can.
No one wants to.

I HATE THE WORLD. I HATE ALL
THE PEOPLE WHO WANNA SOLVE
THINGS, SAVE ME. YOU CAN'T
JUST STOP.
JUST LET ME DIE. PLEASE GOD.

i really really really love you.
And i was so happy.
I was so at peace, at rest. In love.

I wrote for you everyday. And you
left. And im gutted.
Clean removal of my heart.

I hate you. You made me whole