I wanted to say it.

I'm creative.
If I have to do anything, it's out of the box.
I'm smart.
I don't have all the answers but the ones I do I consider profound.
To some extent anyways.
I've never considered myself beautiful.
Maybe attractive, but never beautiful.
I am an explorer.
My favourite jeans say so.
I wanna find new things, things people have never seen.
I wanna write something considered beautiful to the whole world.
I'm a comedian.
Scouts honor.
I love making people laugh.
I love emotion. All kids in any context.
From bitter sweet to heart warming and back again.
I wanna see it all.
I wanna feel it on every inch of me.
I love movies.
I really do. That's why acting comes so natural.
I love being other people, seeing other people react to things
differently than I might.
I love people for that matter.
The way we're all put together, no two the same.
The way our bodies work, our minds think.
It's incredible.
To be able to connect with people, that's probably one of my
bigger passions. To have a conversation and know exactly how
someone feels and what they mean.
It's fantastic.
I hardly ever feel it and when I do, it...
i don't know. It just feels right.

I never feel right.
I miss it.
And then we talked and we connected.
At least I think we did.
And it just felt right.
It felt amazing.

That's what I want you to know about me.
That's what I wanted to say.