Sorry.

I'd start now
But i don't know how.
Never have, never did
Wanna love, wanna give.
Can't.
Don't.
Won't.
Negatives.
Contractions in my head
that do not fit.
Depression is a burden.
Learning.
How to deal.
So unreal.
Can't feel.
Felt you.
Had to move.
Had to get away.
Huge mistake.
Fucking LOVE YOU.
Not like.
Fucking LOVE YOU.
Wanna fight.
For YOU.
No one else.
Wouldn't cry.
Ever.
In front of no one.
Too strong, or weak.
Depending if the view is bleak.
Regarding me.
Fuck this, fuck life.
Not okay and not alright.
Need you.
Can't admit.
I'm too stubborn 'bout this shit.
Couldn't feel, tried to touch.
Use depression as a crutch.
Fuck, I'm stupid.
This is I know.
For my past has proven so.
Sorry.
Honest, sorry.
No, I mean it.
Sorry.