Afford

I can't afford to lose my head
It's all that keeps my awful thoughts in bed.
I can't afford to lose my mind
It's all that's left to keep my death threats kind.
I can't afford to lose my tongue
It's all that keeps my speech on a flooding run.
I can't afford to lose my breath
It's all that my lungs still can catch.
I can't afford to walk away
It's all I can do to stay.
I can't afford to drown my soul
It's all that keeps me on my goals.
I can't afford to break my heart
It was already beat up from the start.
I can't afford to hold your hand
It's the only part of you I still stand.
I can't afford to lose you
You are all I have
All that's left
All that's still tangible
And losing you
Feels more like theft
And losing you might kill me still
And Thinking of it makes me ill
Knowing that she has you
You don't need me
But you keep me
Someone kill me.