This is called

This is called comatose
It's when you can't feel
It's when you go numb
It's when nothing is real.
This is called fucked-me-up
It's when I bleed to death
It's when I cannot stand
It's when i can't catch breath.
This is called lost-all-hope
It's when I don't try
It's when I barely speak
It's when I swallow my pride
This is called broken-heart
It's when I get cold
It's when my words sound harsh
It's when I fold.
This is called distant-love
It's when my thoughts drown
It's when I don't bother
It's when my brain shuts down.
This is called don't act
like you know
everything.
This is called stop telling me
how to
live.
This is called you don't know
what it means
to me.
This is called fuck off
because i won't give
in.
This me trying
This is me giving my all
This is me doing what I can to solve
This is called don't you lash out
And don't you let go
And don't say you love me
Because you are quite cold.
This is called
Don't try and fix me
I don't need your honesty
Don't need your help
I can fuck up myself
This is called
I need and want you
But not as you are.
This is called
Don't be a hero and
Don't be a star.
This is called
done.