So this is christmas?

It's currently 11:09 am on the 24th of this fair month.
My parents are already fighting and i'm already unphased by the spectacle that seems to be the holiday season. Don't get me wrong, xmas is a wonderful time of year if you're into commericalism, marketing shemes, selfishness and random acts of kindess that you are required to make public because, well, let's face it. If no one knew what you did, doing it would be kind of pointless now wouldn't it?

Like most, i'm having some family over for dinner and gifts. The conflict here is i'm not in such a charismatic mood which is going to make it difficult to be social and excited about the current events.

I was flipping through some post secrets last night. I think i might send a few in. There's at least 100 secrets burried in me i'm not interested in sharing with people. At least when someone judges me they won't actually know it's me.

I'm thinking of coming out to my parents about my sexuality soon. I don't know why I haven't already. I think it's my dad. Just the way his face would sag when i said it. That's stupid though isn't it? It's my choice, right? I guess the embarassement lable is not one i'd like to wear.

Merry xmas eve everyone.
Hope it's better than mine.



That a boy :)