Hurt.

Hurts, hurts to breathe
hurts to wear hearts upon your sleeve.
Hurts to trust, hurts to feel
hurts to think that this was real.
Hurts to think that you cared
hurts that you didn't want to share
what i thought that you thought
that we'd make it if we fought.
I'm not beautiful, not smart.
if I was I'd still be your missing part.
I'd be your one be your only
fuck, now I'll never feel you hold me.
So i'll die in my sleep
drown to death from tears i weep.
I am worthless i am scum.
I am something you once loved.
Hurts to think that lied
about what you felt inside.
I went numb, i went blue
if it meant i could keep you
now I'm fucked, can't feel nothing
can't feel nothing but your bluffing .
You made me smile made me warm
made me calm before this storm.
And i won't make it very long
because it hurts to hear that song.
The one that reminded you of me
that one that i played constantly.
But you know what is worse?
you promised that i'd never hurt.