Numb

I've found comatose in your kiss
I've found something I'd rather miss
some feeling I've come to be unfamiliar with.

You know i hate to admit that I've gone numb
but, i don't even know where these feelings are from
from the soil, the sea, a heart with no beat.

I've been bruised by a perfect hand.
so please just try and understand
that if i were broken again
it cannot be by a lesser man.

If i hated you like i hate him
if i stopped comparing you to his sins
if i stopped wanting to find flaws
if i had known happiness before this fall.

If i had no sadness in my heart
if i had gone slow from the start
if i knew love like i knew hate
if i knew how to admit that things aren't great

i don't know how to love and have a heart that ain't healed.
I'm unsure how to pretend to deal
i can't pretend to hold you and think this is real


I think that i love you but I'm too numb to feel.